Tamed Wilderness of the Heart.

We live in cages, tamed by our own instincts.

I see the grill outside my window. To keep me from jumping, out of joy, sadness or 13 other reasons. If I were to jump, I’d do it not to fly, or fall. Not for the thrill, not for the fear or pain. I’d do it for the gradual change in my viewpoint, as I plummet. I’d do it to escape the monotonous ever returning essence of mortal life inspired by the immortal Nature.

I see birds flapping wings and flying, touching the horizon, going up and up and up. But their descend is faster than the way they conquered the ethereal blue. They’re trapped,maybe not necessarily always in a cage. For they always make it back to their nests by sundown.

The sun is trapped too. I see it rise everyday, shining bright, living it’s glorious life. But as the moon queues for its appearance, the sun bows down. As the birds fly again, and I wake up to the view outside my window, the sun ascends. And so the rhythm continues.

The question is, who has trapped everyone in this ever expanding unfathomable universe of beings unknown and places unexplored of which Earth is just an atom sized fragment?

We’ve been caged too long to know there is no one controlling us. And the sun and the moon in the poles know this fact, but doubt it from time to time. They rise for long, and take longer to set.

What if one day birds fly and never look back? What if one day, we open our eyes and never shut them?

What happens after the day we shut our eyes never to open them again?

I look out of my window to find answers, but find myself right where I began each morning.

The Terrific Pencil

Voluminous yet frail, 

Sharp edges but blunt. 

Lifeless, but moving.

I’m a Terrific Pencil.
You may know me as a piece of sculpted lumber, or maybe an implement for writing.But in verity, I am as good as your animal best friend.

You’re ecstatic, I sprint.

You’re dismal, I take a walk in rain.

You’re angry, I ignite fires as I move.

Whatever you feel, I feel too.

Whatever you know, I know too.
But remember, justt like you,

I break under too much pressure.

I tear my walls down

For those who long to know me better.

I am blunt to those who don’t work me right.

I make mistakes,

But do I not often come with an eraser?
And I have an end, like you do. 

An end, where I am too small and feeble for you to use. 

Or maybe you just don’t like me anymore. 
I’m a glossy,bright pencil.(Or matt. Works just as fine.)

With a wooden frame,

But a heart of gold, and a soul of soft, dark lead.

And I have one million different shades for you. 

Oh I will write, I will write wonders.

But hold me wrong, and my serrated edge will keenly wound you.

For I am but a Terrific Pencil.

The Crescent Moon

Seated right across me at the dinner table the other night,

Was my own old self.

The one I’d left behind years ago.

The one who’d always cry for help.
She’d get into all the wrong fights for all the wrong reasons.

And reckoning her futile arguments wouldn’t drown the truth if they weren’t loud enough, she’d yell, letting her vulnerability go.
She’d have lost her mind for months,and her voice for weeks,

Turned out,screaming her lungs out over futile dissensions wasn’t something very constructive.

For years she’d lock herself up, and wonder why the depths of her heart were so hard to fathom.

When her mind was sound again, she’d rise to only repeat the cycle of the Phoenix again. 
Just as the crescent  is but a part of the full moon,

She is an inextricable part of me.

She wants to come back, says she’s sorry, and that I’ve learnt to cook well. 

“Dinner’s lovely. Can I come back now?”

And like the crescent can never exist without becoming full,

She too, can never survive till I breathe. 
She only grows out, I grow in.

She only knows how to amplify-her worries and her space and self-victimization,

And I’ve only known how to shrink-my troubles my worries my sorrows.

And make room.
I can not pinpoint the second I ceased to be her, but I know I am not anymore. 

She was my past.

Once upon a time, I was the Crescent.

Once upon a time, I was weak.

Once upon a time,was a long time ago.